Playing a little worse than break even

I did not want to sound negative with the title. That "little worse than break even" is probably the worst that can happen, or is it? Right now, I really do not know where I stand. I don't know if it's variance or bad play. I hope it's not the latter. I have released $140 of the massive $600 bonus from FullTilt. My current balance stands at $612. I'm technically down $128. Poker sucks when you're losing. Here's a screen shot of my sharkscope.




Having said all that, I'm not going to give up my grind. Quitting is for wimps and I'm no wimp but I am human, I am having a self-imposed 2-week layoff which started last Friday. No poker for me until the 28th, hmmmm well, it depends :)

So why am I taking a break. Eventhough I do make money (but not in the past 2 weeks) by playing full-time, I had several factors which weighed heavily for my decision. First, I'm officially on tilt for the first time in my poker life. Second, my butt literally hurts. Third, I haven't seen beautiful faces for the past week. Fourth, earning money online is cool, but doing nothing for the past 6-7 months got me burned out.

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This was my itinerary last Friday. I went out to buy some stuffs for my girlfriend who is working in a cruise ship somewhere in Europe. Then I went to a barbershop instead of a salon. I could not remember the last time a barber took my hair off. It was definitely before college. I gave myself a new clean-cut boyish look as opposed to a dirty madman look that I'm used to. After my haircut, I had my car washed. A car which hasn't tasted car foam for the last 2 months. Then, while waiting for it to get finished. I called up my buddy: "Yo, let's hit the gym tonight" - a statement I haven't made in 5 longs years. True enough, I hit the gym at 8pm that night and took anything my body can handle. Then, I went home and called it a day. You all know what happened the next morning, I literally rolled out of my bed. It's like my meat is getting grinded everytime I move. Bye gym, see you in the next 5 years.

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Update on the stocks I bought: I took OM at .011, price is now .012. I bought GMA at P10.00 and it is now at P9.20. Just like poker, I'm about break even right now.

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Damn I really have to end this short post. The moral story of the lesson? Enjoy poker! You treat it as work, it will be like one. You feel like you are good enough, think again. You'll never know when the poker gods will frown upon you. My parting words.. FULLTILT! I'LL BE BACK!

P.S. Today, September 18, is my B-day. Happy birthday to me happy birthday to me!

Just another bad beat post..

Ok, after 154 games at Fulltilt's $11s. I feel like I'm getting totally fucked up by bad luck. I'm down $6.10 which would not mean much. For the first time in my SNG poker grind (2900 games), I had 8 straight games where I had a dominating hand at the bubble and getting sucked out, KK < AK, QQ < some kind of 95, A7 < K7, AA < QQ. There won't be enough space to list them all here. I'm normally a level-headed kind of player. Never in 2900++ games have I ever felt so fucked up than the last 20 games or so and that says a lot. The thing is I'm playing close-to-perfect poker! Maybe just blame it on variance. When variance hits you, there's nothing you can do but wait for the cards to go your way. Enough of the rant now. After all, like what I used to say (type) on tables after getting sucked out, THAT'S POKER!

Bought stocks

I recently bought stocks from Omico Mining (OM) at P.011/share and GMA Holdings (GMAP) at P10.00/share. I deposited P25,000 at CitisecOnline.com about a month ago but only made my first trades this week. Unlike No Limit Holdem, stock trading is definitely new to me. I'm just a novice investor testing out the waters. I hope I don't get drowned. If I can double my initial investment in 3 months that would be great. I'll keep you updated on my progress as a wannabee Chris Gardner :)

Reached $1000 target at Stars

Finally, I reached my target of $1000 at Stars after 75 days and 1,610 games at the $6.50s, Whew! I started playing at Stars last June 14, 2007 after getting fed up with the outrageous disconnections at Pacific. Pacific has probably the worst poker software around although I miss the soft games there. Anyway, I'm switching to FullTilt, all because of two things: $600 bonus and 27% rakeback. It sucks to know that after playing 1,610 games at Stars, I did not get a single penny for rakeback, however, I got to order some of their merchandise. I'm now waiting for my wire transfer to get processed at Click2pay to play at FTP. It'll probably have to wait until next week.

Do you think it would be feasible to be bonus whoring around poker sites? I used to bonus whore on online casinos and found it very profitable. Absolute, Ulimtate, and some other sites offer humongous 100% bonuses but their games are not that liquid compared to Stars and FTP. You think it's worth the hassle?

Power failure...

So one fine Saturday afternoon, while almost everyone is in Hyatt Hotel for the APPT event, I opened up the usual 6-table session at Stars. Everything was running goot. After doubling up on a couple of tables, boom! Blackout! Sucks! But what can you do? If your DSL goes down, you can always have a back-up dial-up connection. With blackouts longer than 30 minutes, you can only hope for the best. Hope that you get to the bubble and the other 3 players start feasting on your blinds with stupendous raises. Well, that's what happened. I placed 3rd on 2 out of the 6 sngs. Sh*t happens but as my friend mnlgrind used to say: "Nice guys run goot" (^,^)

Dumb and Dumber

I chanced upon this heads-up battle between Chad Brown and Kristy Gazes. Just wondering, is anyone of you guilty of such a booboo while multi-tabling?

Warning: The movie you are about to see contains outrageous sequences and is not suitable for novice poker players.



What the hell were they thinking? First, we had Kristy reraising preflop then check the flop with the somewhat nuts, then bets the turn with 9 high. On the other hand, Chad calls the turn with the nuts, then checks behind on the river with the nuts. NUTS!

Finished playing 12 $6.50-turbos

Finally got to play poker today, played two sessions 6-tabling Pokerstar's 6.50 turbo. I did quite well. Made 2 first places , 4 seconds, and 2 thirds for a total of $62.40. Not bad for an hour and a half's work. I just hope this happens everytime I play... unfortunately, like life, the game of poker involves ups and downs. It's up to you to minimize your losses when you get unlucky and maximize your winnings when cards keep coming.

My Online Blog Starts Here

Aug. 22, 2007

12:36 am - I am here alone in my room thinking about anything. What a boring and unfruitful night! I was planning to earn some moolahs by playing online poker at Pokerstars this evening. Suddenly, as though part of an evil plan, my big brother decided to use our Internet all night, all for his own contentment.. bummer. Good thing I made myself useful by writing my own blog. I just hope I won't be too lazy to post it later in the morning (not yet posted at the time of writing). Hope we can see this writing later at www.thebiggfish.blogspot.com.